I feel so calm these days. I haven’t yet decided whether that is a good thing or not. It’s certainly unusual for me to be this calm. It’s not going to last very long, I just know it. I only know how to function by going from crisis to crisis and if there is none, I’ll most certainly create one. I’m the master of picking myself up from the mud and when there is not that…then what? I think I’m going to leave myself alone and let this nondescript calm or neutral feeling rummage. Just to see what happens.